29 Nisan 2010 Perşembe

queen's day!

allahkahribela#§¥¤¢!! gene queen's day, gene orda degilim. turuncuları çekip, o alkollü ve kafası dumanlı kalabalıktan leş gibi olmuş den haag sokaklarında koningeninneninnedag:p demeye çalışırken sabahı etmek için önümüzdeki seneyi beklemem gerekecek. bekle beni den haag! bensiz doğumgünü mü kutlanırmış beatrix??!

17 Nisan 2010 Cumartesi

Gifts and Hope from Tiffani -Yardsticks 4 Lunatics-

first of all i must say sorry, it's a very very late post. i should post it at least two weeks ago but i had been busy with a new job opportunity. and finally now i've got time to post it.


when i saw that i won Tiffani's NYX Giveaway i could't believe:D. but she made me believe that it's me with her sweet e-mail:)

just one week later, i received a package from her with a sweet postcard and some great surprises!! :D

thank you very much Tiffani! :)

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You can visit Tiffani's blog on http://yardsticks4lunatics.blogspot.com/ for all things craft-y, photo-y, Konad-y, sport-y, and musical-y*. (*with her words)

and you can enter to her Summertime Blues Giveaway! 'till may 8th :)


oh i do like the message of the bag :D

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and now something special:

sometimes i play little games with myself:) it's just like looking for a sign from someone above.

that time i entered to the giveaways and dreamed that if i win one of them i'll turn my chance about getting a job too. aaand after i learned that i win tiffani's giveaway i cought a job opportunity! that's why i had been very busy with the preparation process last three weeks. but unfortunately yesterday it ended with a negative result and now i'm free again:/. but no time to worry! one more job application is on its way:) i'm full of hope:D

yea that's why this giveaway means a lot for me.

thank you very much Tiffani.

thank you very much for the hope you gave to me:)

11 Nisan 2010 Pazar

Bugünlerde Sinir Oluyorum (!!!)

* akşamüstü sessizce oturup bir kadeh şarap keyfi yapmak istediğimi "dile getirdiğimde" annemin alkolik olmuşum gibi dehşete düşmesine, yüzünde hüzünlü bir ifadeyle boynunu büküp gözlerini devirmesine. aynı muameleyi kolaya da yapmasına. bu yüzden evde mütemadiyen bitki çayı içilmesine

* herkesin sarışın olmasına, sarışın olmanın bakımlı olmak sanılmasına

* deşifre olurum korkusuyla bloga kişisel bişey yazamayışıma

* şu sanal ortamda dahi kendimi özgürce ifade etmekten çekiniyor olmama

ve daha birsürü şeye

sinir oluyoruuuuuuuuuuuuum!!! :/:/:/